Complicated

There is a huge changed in my life in 2011
until now --May ,I still can't get used to "oh it's 2011 right now"
I still live in 2010,seriously I don't wish to welcome 2011
Things become worst in this 2011
Seems like a hardship for me
every details of life of mine is going wrong
the studies , the family , the finance , the boyfriend


It's just .... I have no word for it ..COMPLICATED
Many obstacles appear in front of my way right now
And yet I still feel proud of myself because I get to know these all feeling
and did not get mad like others, thanks God <3

All I want is
sometimes, when I say "I'm okay"
then someone look me in the eyes,hug me tight and say
" I know you're not "

-------Would that you honey ? I need your cares right now dear =(