On cloud nine.♥ and then i emo=.=

hey u know what

i hv passed my pra-test by justnow only

oh yeah..♥

i really got the feeling~wuhu~♥

now only left the JPJ to settle..

god bless me please.♥

actually i was very nervous justnow.

the leg was trembling when i stepped on the break

oh my goodness..i thought that i'll fail..

lolx...god is really blessing me

GOD i love u!!.♥

mood:on cloud nine.♥

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oh ya..

the trial's result is out

worse..-.-

let's seen

BM-67 (A1)

BI -82 (A1*achieved)

BC-60 (A1)

Math-80 (A1*achieved)

add math-77 (A1)

P.A-58 (A1*the worse got)

physic-50 (B3)

chemistry-60 (A2)

moral-54 (A1)

sejarah-failed ( do no expect anything)

the bracket's shown the target of mine

And the sign* means that it has achieved

i know it's worse..

i can't focus

And i really feel kinda lazy to study

And no mood at all on studying

because my life has been controlled

SAD

my life is be bound

by my father

he lets me to get the car license just to be the driver

he says that's all my work

And

while waiting the SPM result

about 3 months

he's not allowed me to hv a change or an experience to work

i felt bored

no challenges in my life

that's why i always search something ridiculous & do something crazy

i don't want to be bound

i wish i would have a say

i wish i would have a right to

i wish i would have a position

i wish i would have my own ideals my dreams(although i have no right now)

i wish i would have my own decision & choices

I WAN FREEDOM

i wanna choose my own plot of life

i wanna choose whether what subject to be taken to pursue my studies

I wanna choose which college or university to be gone

i want handle these all by my self.!!

i'm a big big girl already ok daddy..

OMG,i wish i would not to be mentally ill cause of the stress u giving

YOU PRESSED ME!!

forgive my emo

hope u will not get mess after reading this

by your faithfully,

Miss Ayu.♥