Twilight :)

Hello :)

So today as normal, went to class in the morning

just realize that I have like 2 assignments with 2000 words each need to pass up on next friday

Zzz I was like "seriously?"

LOL

After class Me & Jundi & Patricia went for the movie #Twilight

Oh my romantic love story

After watching I feel like wanna be a vampire

and the little girl inside is so pretty ,love her hair <3 p="p">

Bella the new born vampire :)

 she looks much better than the 1st episod

now I know that the intention of not making up

#the change

so pretty the little girl , fall in love <3 div="div">

 This is what we eaten before the movie

Sushi Zanmai again *actually is Patricia eat only

Me and Patricia Beandots <3 p="p">

I finally bought the concealer and brusher from Benefits

it costs me around RM250++

OMG I've been spending and spending non-stop everyday apart from eating

well nvm, this is so-called enjoy life 

my hair so messy LOL

after that we went Bangsar to have our dinner

the Banana Leaf meal :)

Nice, I love spicy food

am bored with those western food

especially fried *No more fast food after this

Am going to lose weight :D

 Jundi & Patricia

*Jundi is so happy lol

 Very appetite look 

Lastly my camwhore pic will be the ending of this post

I applied Benefits cosmetics here :D

not bad huh the result, loving it 

See ya, night :)

KLCC Aquarium #last saturday

Hello, yeah it's me

this is the pic that I like the most lately :D

Tonight suddenly I feel like wanna update my blog

well here its go

I changed my URL name, blog name,description,photos,personal details,design,background,theme etc

 I've wasted like 2 hours to do all these #thefinaldecision

Talk about that day I went to KLCC Aquarium with my college friend

*That day I had my assesment in the morning

actually that day I just felt like pass by there only

but my friend got the mood to visit

So we were IN :)

If not mistaken the ticket price was RM35 for Malaysian (must with IC presented)

Me and my friend paid RM30 for it with Student ID Card presented

I feel like the price is moderate, not really expensive just acceptable 

below I'll just show few of the photos only

If you wanna see more pictures you can view it at my Facebook , I had opened an album :)

    the snake, it was sleeping i guess

               

  this one is so-called Pirahna 

btw they have feeding show for Pirahna 

If I not mistaken it was at 4.00pm

only once they will perform in a day

however I missed it, because it was hours to wait for it

So make sure you go early one hour or two *I think one is enough

just don't go too early like us LOL *we went at 10am

   this is the legend of the aquarium lol.. The Sharp

   Opps... look what my friend took...

    just a word to describe it "geli"

 le me like to posing *the aquarium's model of the day LOL

 Jelly fish

sea horse

Oh ya, this was our breakfast that day

we ate at the foodcourt at KLCC @2nd floor

just so ordinary but yummy

cost around RM9.90

well, goodnight.

I'm really sleepy right now. See ya.

Just wanna Write Something

Hey guys..*awkward 

well, feeling awkward is because that I'm not sure anybody there still remember this blog

although Me myself almost forget I've created this blog

Anyway I don't really like to blog

mainly is because of I don't hv a stable internet connection from my home

And I actually busying with some stuff like outing,working

Just won't let myself free

and I usually online using my phone with a very weak signal *Digi* LOL

But now I'm in KL

pursuing my Studies at Help University

*btw I'm more active on fb

and I also not expert on the setting here *that's why my blog background all remain the same

Hmm, today I'm right here blogging

is to renew this page *for myself actually

to prove my English also

have been long time never do a essay like this

trust me writing in English always can help to improve

another reason is because I'm staying at the hostel

they provided internet connection as well

and the speed is so much better than in Malacca

*maybe area problem

Well, let's talk about my Uni life

I was so excited before entering University

because I've waited so long for the status "University Student"

I expected so much for the Uni life from seeing post from fb

everyone is so enjoyed their Uni life

meeting ppl, shopping together, outing with a gang, go library together etc

making me envy , I just wish I was one of them

live happier , surrounded by friends and activities, even travelling oversea together

But but but..

what I've expected is totally different ! Totally !

I went to early to KL,my Uni for the orientation

I though I can make new friends from the orientation

but..

everyone is already ganging up

maybe with own high school friend, last semester friend

just no one like me, all fresh enough

even they're not from KL but they hv a gang of friends from hometown

I guess they're from the same highschool and decided to study in KL together

It was really worst feeling ever

I trying to mix up in their group but I just often get ignore 

so that I choose to be alone

until I went to the class

the lecture told that we need to pass up a group assignment

when I heard "group" , I was like 

wth, who I'mma gonna group with

Haiz, I swear you will never know that felling

worst ever

I don't like my hostel, it's small

and my roommate like to talk loud on phone

and hygiene problem 

and my cousin who already studied here for a semester before me

is trying to ignore me

I don't know why

He becomes different, avoid my call

if he answered ,will also like rushing to end up

Seriously I just don't know why

My friends at kl

also like lazy to meeting up with me

I am totally speechless somehow

I thought it will be a new life begin 

but It was like another nightmare

maybe I'm not enough luck

most of the time I'm all the way alone

"Don't expect too high on something because you will get hurt enough if it fails"

yea, that's my sentence of the day.

wish me luck for next year.

*sorry when I start blogging I start Emo

I'm back again

我又回来了
你们还在吗？
我想，接下来的日子我都会常上来了

不管你们在不在
我只想用文字
表达
我的情绪我的心情我的寂寞
用文字
记载
我的每一个记忆


曾经
我想过
不要再继续写不开心的事了
我希望我的部落格都是快乐的回忆

后来
一个人的夜晚
我的那份不安全感
总是让我突然变得伤感
却没有地方可以依靠


今晚的我
有一种想哭的感觉


在别人眼里
我很坚强，很开朗，很独立
其实
真的是这样吗？

也许觉得没有必要让每个人都知道吧
开心也是一天，不开心也是一天
为何不选择开开心心的过呢?


没有安全感就是我最大的弱点
主要原因是因为家庭吧


真希望人生中回家的路线只有一个，回到家就能看见所有我爱的人，而不是分散在不同的方向。即使再渴望相聚，但那却是遥不可及的。晚安，所有我爱的人，到我梦里相聚吧！:')

Father's day cake finally done

Hello~~~

here's my father's cake done

some sort like the cake last time I made for my mum

actually I wanna do something different

but not enough time 

was rushing doing my stuff cause its my offday today

the angry birds and the nest with egg is made by my boyfie haha

roughly I just made the covering part and the flowers i think

This is Sky,my father's side kid

he was 5 this year I think

He says he likes angry bird and he say nice

haha XD

look at him

play until berpeluh

my cake so adorable <3

My dad and the son

says Happy Father's Day :)

*my dad looks young I know

sometimes ppl say he was my brother or boyfie LOL

Lastly my pic again

snap using my Sony pinky camera

just to show u guys my pimples poping out

so ugly but I like it haha

Mum's birthday(14.06.2012) fondant cake

Hi, again post about fondant cake

kind of addicted 

firstly plan for father's day theme

but only today I realize its my mum birthday

so I make this for her :)

my first try on cake

and I went to the shop bought alot of thing

like the cutters,the jelly,icing sugar etc

cost me like RM90++ i think

Nice ?

 It just a very simple design as what I learned from the class

but I still feel hard to do the flowers

really need technique 

I think I spent bout 2 hours++ on this very simple design

LOL

will be improve I hope so

tomorrow going to do the father's cake 

stay tuned for my update tomorrow <3

Lastly My honey brought me to eat Mcd

but I only can chew the fried really a little bit only

I love you :)

muacks

My first try fondant cupcakes :)

TaDaaa~~~

my first ever cupcakes in fondant

i do this in 2 hours time

very tired

so happy to see it 

The left hand side one is for my little brother LUCAS

#dragonfly and the flowers

The right hand side one is for my boyfie

#football theme GOAL !

haha

I do it without icing sugar

it was sticky and abit difficult for me to roll the fondant

nasib I make cupcake only

small small senang

because to excited wanna do until forget to buy icing sugar

and it was 10.30pm

This coming I was planning to do a cake for my father

celebrate father's day ma :)

I'm glad that I can ever do this 

Fondant Class 10.06.2012

I went for the fondant class that I always wish to :)

Finally I touch those fondant and play with it

the satisfaction was like......*cnt describe 

Woke up 9am in the morning 

attending the class which start 10am

First I was nervous

cause mostly they are malay and they are mak cik2 la

I feel like I'm the only young ppl who ever attend ?

but at last they are very friendly ;)

 This is teacher's cake,which named "the dragon"

it was decorated to CNY theme

and the colour was in Red,Gold

Really fix the theme,great job !

 Plain fondant before start mixing with the colour

 These were teacher's work,example for us to prefer to

 I made the fondant base in white !

  my fondant in colour <3

It was fun mixing the colour

beginning we only have 3 colours as our basic 

RED___BLUE___YELLOW

* and only with these 3 colours we can create all the colour tone

AMAZING !!1

This was the 1st flowers I did,look abit cacat

but I feel so excited :)

#It was hard to form the flowers shape,although it looks simple

My art work !!

Nice or not ? I love the colours

and I appreciate so much for the teacher 

NORASHIKIN　BASIRON

who willing to share her knowledge with us

LASTLY,

My braces pic one piece to you guys

*hair messy sial

captured by my bf

Nice experience ever to share with you guys.

Hey,do we really need friends in life ?

When I was young,
friends were just like our partner to play with,to have fun together because we shared the moment together .
But when we grow up,friends were changed !

They started to do something stupid--betray,quarrel cause of money etc
and what I experienced the most was being far apart or being ignore cause they have coupled .
They changed their lifestyle because of the bf/gf , and start to talk nonsense such like "oh my boy said I can't drive at night cause I got short-sight "
Our relationship become so cold and not close .
Stick like fucking glue everyday like dooms day coming the next seconds .

Boh Steady lah !

I don't know whether anyone still following my "abandoned blog" ,if you're reading this pls tell me why these fucking happening ?

*maybe I should'd calmed myself
I just live a different way from you guys. Maybe Asian people thinking always like that.
I wish I was born a White in my next life. Then my life will be like totally colourful with those steady white people.



Fucking untagged me pls. I fucking start blog because I am so EMO !