Tuesday, October 12, 2010

money $$

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Money and honey
I love you both

$$$
can't live without you
honey honey honey
I can die for you


so,how come
money makes me so tired
as you know,everyone loves $$(maybe I should say everyone need money instead of loving it)
the situation now is
No $$ No talk,want talk just show me your MONEY



seriously,I feel kinda lazy to study
because I was thinking how to make more $$ everyday
study is just my part time and earning $ seems like my full time
really lack of energy to study if couldn't hit my saving target
I wanted to save up first Rm5000 by my own and just use it only when emergency case
but now
really seems hard to achieve
I was planning a trip to thailand at this end of year
normally this trip doesn't cost me much because I'm going with a students price with my tutor
but the worst thing is,my father borrow $$ from me
RM 1k
how can ? I mean how can I refused since he's my father
and how can he suddenly request this
just cannot fully accept Rm1,000 was already debit from my bank account
omg, do u know how much job I work or how long I've to work just can get this amount of salary
the answer is 1 and a half month ( if there's job continuously )
and as I'm a student, I cannot attend all the job that really with interesting payment,so sob
it's nothing to do with it unless I stop my Form6,but I know that's impossible
and this, really causing me lost my concentration on studies
really get a worst result ever in my life
the mood now is DILEMMA la
don't know what choice somemore there's available for me to handle study + make $$
T.T



money come back to me
I'll be everything you need
money come back to me
you're a one and million ~


Thursday, October 7, 2010

quarrel with boyf

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seriously,I hate this feeling
I feel very suffer "war-ing" with you dear
but I don't want to surrender
yea,maybe I was wrong,but I just want you to cheer me up
I don't want to talk to you unless you talk to me first
I was trying to make you feel scare,to follow what I want everytime by not contacting you
it's really feel like hell, a second to lead was just like a year to go
I try to make myself busy doing this and that in order to make you surrender
but usually loser IS me, always Is me
present past was always me
I just can't control stop missing you,stop knowing what you were doin,stop thinking every single expression of you,I am so love you babe T.T
just feel like wanna cry loud and hope you would be hugging me and make me laugh
feeling your body temperature and movement
No, please. just wanna get rid of that feeling .
can I just be a winner for this time ? I don't want pleading you like I was so wrong
please comfort me babe =(
really need your hand to warm me


don't ever,never want to quarrel with boyf . It's killing me inside !
I love you miss you so much !!