babe♥ ,I'm still missing you like hell

we meet up almost everyday

we did everything almost together

we keep in contact,sms,calling everyday

but why

why am I still missing you like hell every moments when you're not around me

even just only have met up,maybe just only a second

I started missing you

sometimes I hate this feeling,really,because it likes killing me

make me so geram , like wanna see you at the moment also

I really wish to

see your face when I opened my eyes in the morning

hug you sleep till the sun come out

brush our teeth together

see every single expression of you

lie on your shoulder

watch tv together

eat every meal together

hear u sing for me at the night

feel your temperature

really really wanna complete all these with you in daily time

that's a lots ordinary things I wanna do with you everyday

even we've already coupling for 2 years plus

but why am I still actioned like we've just coupling for 2 months

this feeling is really amazing,it also proves that

I'm truely love you deed inside my heart

really my baby boy,I can't live without you

I always feel like crying,I don't know why I could get easily cry for nothing

every of my dreams are making me scare , it's nightmare for me

maybe the dreams have made me feel wanna get more protection from you

because you're my only man

Ily♥

,Abd Razak Bin Abdul Ghafar

I miss you damn much right now,please hug me T.T

our love is difficult,but I know it's true .

hope that we were blessed ♥

没道德的人

不要跟CHERRY TAN facebook:cherry_event@yahoo.com（0166797976）做工

她骗钱的！

2010年6月6日，我接了一份parttime，在mahkota parade，malacca

是under CHERRY TAN 的，卖londan跟yunnam的coupon

我该得到的酬劳应该是RM90

过了一个月，

我向她讨她说她outstation，回去了再帮我bankin

又过了一个月，我致电给她她就说我的支票不见了，

然后用她的电话号码（DIGI malaysia network）send msg给我说到她人在外国

不能帮我处理，好像要逃避我

TMD有这样的事？去了外国还能用DIGI号码传信息给我？

去新加坡都要用那里的号码啦，拜托

我一直send msg去她的facebook，她只是一直说不见了

却没有说要给我什么交代

我要求她向公司开多一张给我

她说等她从“国外”回来了在帮我处理

后来

跟她confirm了我的酬劳 RM90后

她说，公司从开支票需要1个月的时间

于是我又等等等

一个月又过了，我追问道

这时，她却说

“原来你的支票没有不见，是出错了给另一个同事”

WTF 公司的错？

还问我认不认识那位同事，要我自己跟她讨

我就不认识啊，她就说她帮我联络她

又等了2个礼拜

我不停追问

她说那位员工不肯接她电话，她也没办法

所以我的酬劳就这样算了？

我还是不放弃，不停地在她的wall追问

她就直接给我那位员工的联络号码

我联络了这位员工（irene）

Irene说她并没有不接电话

而是CHERRY TAN只打过2通电话给她，之后她信息CHERRY TAN

但CHERRY TAN却没有回应

Irene也不知道我的钱出到她那里了，CHERRY TAN从头到尾都没有跟她提过

原来只有RM36在Irene那里

那么其余的呢？

我火大了

追问CHERRY TAN

她却好像没事似的回答说

“对啊，其余的我会collect”

WTF again, collect什么？现在才讲要去collect？之前为什么不先bankin给我

再说支票的amount能分开的吗？

被她玩了将近4个月

隔天Irene就把RM36汇给我了

之后CHERRY TAN也在我逼迫的情况下，汇了RM52给我（22/9/2010）

RM36+RM52=RM88 ，离我该得的少了RM2

我也没力了，RM2就让她当去public toilet跟买tissue擦屁股的tips吧

后来

还是没完没了

她信息我，问我到底收到了没

既然她问起了我就说，收到了，但是少了RM2

她说是Irene少给我，然后叫我不要去问Irene也不要为了那RM90一直在她的wall呱呱叫

你TMD90块不是钱？真的把我当义工？有这样的事?

这个八婆真的是气死我，这种人都有的！

大家千万不要跟她做工

这种人最好有一天有报应

real lashes

hey girls,check out this

what I found last week was pretty surprised me

the Eye Charm 纤维

look at my pic,the eye lashes are true,not the fake one

it all Eye Charm's work =)

it costs me Rm100++,but I think it's worth because I need not to worry my fake lashes will get un-glue somemore

and I can't easily show my real lashes off to people =)

how ? look great right ? But the weakness was , it must spend some times to do

but it doesn't has limit , u can decide your own lashes length now

even up to your eyebrow level XD

see how it works . I think next time I wanna show it on the highest length I can go

wait my post patiently ya =) * if I hardworking enough to update my bloggie

glad I found new cosmetic =)

life is colorful , haha

oh ya, I've had my rebonding again

I just couldn't curl it because it's too cumbersome for me to keep it nice

anyway I'm a straight hair lover

look more sexy I think

enjoyed

end XD

Hari Raya

Selamat Hari Raya to all muslims

and I'm celebrating it too =)

before a day of Raya starts

Me & hani went Taman Cempaka

looking for our dress up for the next day

Finally we bought a pair of ORANGES

never thought that will be orange

btw it looks nice too

next year I want pink <3

I went hani's house for a whole day on First Raya

a chance to get up with his family completely =)

they are so nice

treating me very well

I'm glad they was nice to me

Second of raya

I was been forced to work

feel damn bored working at a dead city *melaka mall

times gone very slow

after working I've had movie with hani

Resident Evil

yes,my favourite

after movie

hani had his own program

and me too have my own

so we separated after movie

headed to Station 1 with Hui Ling,Yin Nien & Mason

exhausted for the day

Third day of Raya

when on the way to hani's house

guess what happened

damn it !!

I don't know I had hit what kind of thing until caused this

it's really make me hot and scared me

luckily I have my superman

Mr.hani

he helps me to put the spare tire up

thanks god

but I have to buy a new one

maybe the rym had damaged

$$$$ again

sob

tonight Imma spent my time

and wake up very late at tomorrow

must enjoy my Holiday before school reopen !!

update

so long time never update my blog

because I was so lazy to describe all the things happened

but I was regretted I had no record down the memory in my life

so now

let's try record something happens recently

18th birthday

just a normal celebration

and I love my caring friends and beloved bf

then I faced some stress on my studies

I failed all the subjects except for pengajian am

I was so upset by these

never think that I would get fail

and shouldn't blame anyone but myself

because I was so so so not concentrate in all the classes include tuition classes

all I think was about WORK ,to get more $$ to satisfy my demand,my material comforts

then I decide to quit tuition classes

due to work I lost my concentration on studies and I was getting tired/headache to go classes

to me now

$$ is important than anything

I cant live without $$

and I would like to earn myself instead of asking from my dad

*and yet I know he was facing finance problem

facing the burden of our banglo and my 2 little brothers living expenses

and his wife and more and more

I don't wish to add his burden up T.T

2/9/2010

daddy's wife and the family went to their hometown

daddy drove my car sent them to the airport early in the morning

the banglo house was left only me and my dad

no maid because step-mother was bringing her together

I feel so alone so quite in house because my dad was outing

until late night

he still haven't get back

I stared to phone him but to no avail

I started to feel strange

finally I get knew that

he was accident

a car and a bus accident

I waited him t come back for a night

finally he was back

he seems nothing serious injured at physical

I hope he will get recover soon

and now

I'm the maid in my banglo house

I hate housework

and yet my house is so big to me doing all these fucking housework

I have a new wish now

hope that my maid can come back asap

but the step-mother and the family disappear in my life

** I know that I am rude,but I hate them

I never feel as warm as a family

I never feel my house is like my house

after appearance of them

and now I got the feel back

没有他们的存在

我的家才是家

I feel the warmness there had gone for a long time

the warmness had gone after they occupied in my house

but what can I do

that's already a fact and fate in my life T.T