new hair color

看得出吗？

终于还是逮到机会把发色换一换

没想到我头发这么长

只要RM90而已哦

*因为认识嘛

头发也剪了剪

还不赖

但是看上去有点像假发

skin condition

is this pic too big ?

**i taken with phone camera which is 3.2 megapixel only

look at my skin condition

worse

very upset

** I've already edited the pic but it still look obvious

p/s: how's my breast looks ? very nice shape right hehe

that's some secrets inside =)

OMG,momok

haha

guess who is this ?

this mask is really a NO NO to me

I din't discovered that

this mask not suit to pimple skin

I used it accidentally

add worse only =.=

stare properly on my face

** wearing NUDY BLUE

so now can you see my pimples ?

I don't really know what's the main caused of my face

becoming like this

perhaps is the comestics that I used on my face

cleaning action is not that good

so i'm now searching Cleaner ( make up remover)

which suit to my skin

& effective ( clear those comestics 99% )

any intro ?

i'm not driver

arghhh~

taking license is not really a YES to me

i thought i can go every way i wanted if i got my license

but damn

i missed the point

don't have my own car

how can i go wherever I wanted?

and yet

i need to become driver =.=

every morning send the secondary's to school

fetch them back from school

then i thought i can take a rest

have a afternoon sleeping ** 午觉啦

shit lar

i have to send them to tuition

and pick them up when they finished classes

WTF

no license is better than HAVING IT

i hope i'll never own LICENSE

but it's different if i have my own car =)

MOOD : sleepy

this saturday =)

on this saturday

i'm going to move house to BUKIT BERUANG

the histories

1992 - 2004 bukit beruang

2005 - 2007 taman merdeka

2008 - 2009 taman jati

2009 taman merdeka (again)

2010 bukit beruang

finally back to the origin

and i hope everything can have a new start

** but i know i was cheating myself ( lolx )

有些事和人

都没有办法再改变

我能做的

唯有继续往前走

走到看见属于我的光芒为止

p/s ：希望到最后，hani会是我的光芒

对了

你们有人要来帮我搬家吗？

可以的话就来哦

顺便告诉你们我家在哪嘛 =)

is my new background makes u guys blur?

haha

it's cool & i like it

**preparing panadol when every times visiting my blog =)

tomorrow = monday ( stress )

i started to feel stress for the arrival of monday

because on MONDAY

i have to send those to school in the morning

then i have to work

i hate to wake up so early

i thought i will be free after form 5

can wake up when i opened my eyes automatically

but it's totally NO

i admit i hate my new life now

because all my plans going the wrong way

but the main caused was the work place

those peoples

i cannot even get along with them

even i had have worked at there for 2 weeks

i can feel they don't like me

and i don't like the one of them also

next was the problem of $$

lack of MONEY now

new clothes new shoes new phone new hairstyle

i think i gonna say BUBYE to them

i cannot afford to buy any

p/s: i don't wanna ask $$ from my dad

AND my new car

my dad promises me he'll get it to me

by THIS MONTH

but it seems like impossible now

encounter many problems on this

anyway

i wish those problems can be settled

owning a car is really a convenience to me

BLESS me pls GOD

*always praying for god =)

my assertive my choice

I'm a extraordinary human being

I have all senses that human having

live like every humans living

boy + girl = love

that's a common knowledge

did the skin color,language,lifestyle,religion affected love?

put on your thinking cap

think through all about it

if a day

your daughter brought back her boyfriend

and the boy was MALAY

what is your response if yourself is a chinese ?

let me tell you

you will chase the boy out

and tell him not to disturb your daughter anymore

thus you'll stop all their contact way

that's what the chinese in MALAYSIA will do

NOW

if the boy your daughter brought back was a AMERICAN

he has blue eyes ball,gold hair color & a pale white skin

what you'll do now?

the answer is

you'll be very welcomed for his arrival

treat him 100% nicely

and talk politely to him

even encourage your daughter to date with him

now what?

tell me what's the different between this 2 man?

all about the skin color?

did the skin color gives happiness to the girls?

did the religion promises happiness?

I don't think so

if you are not agree to what I say

it shows that you're really not understand what's the meaning of LOVE

you're just a monster of racial discrimination

LOVE is always right

no matter who's the lover as long as he/she is a human being

( that's different if you fall in love with a dog XD )

P/S : I trust on what I've chosen because I found happiness from him =)

谁来救救我

现在

活在这个情况下

就是我最大的

压力

我发现

我最近只要入睡

就经常会发恶梦

梦到的事情不是关于鬼怪

而是很怪异的事情

每次睡醒

就会觉得很不安

真的很不安 很不安

我好像快找不到

活着的意义了

没有快乐

没有朋友

没有钱

没有自由

大人叫我做什么

我就得服从

要对我怎样

我也得忍耐

唯一的快乐-hani

也要一直被阻止

我总是好羡慕你们

有爸妈的疼爱

有那么好的关系

我

有妈妈就好像没有

从小到大就不怎么在一起

爸也有自己的家庭

我总觉得

我只是暂住在他家而已

兄弟姐妹？

根本依赖不过

在家里找不到爱

我到外面找啊

找到了比朋友更能让我觉得幸福的人

就是hani

但偏偏

还是大障碍

再大的房间

再美的衣服

再多的钱

那些都只是物质享受

我要的幸福

我想这一辈子都不会从家里得到

而是从我以后自己建立的家里找到

希望大家

珍惜身边的人

好好保护他们

给他们足够的爱

p/s: 不要同情我 !

我快崩溃

我从来就没有那么想一个人

永永远远的消失在这个世界上

现在

我真的好想好想他消失

看到他就讨厌

一次又一次的闹事

又要把我杀了

我今生再也恨不过的就是他

他是个疯子

大家

我不知道

如果他还活着

我到底还会活多久

我真的快崩溃

不是他死就是我亡

天会在救我吗

难道我的路

就那么坎坷

难道我的日子

就不如别人快乐 幸福

难道我的恋爱

就注定不会被祝福

难道我的皮肉

就一定要受苦

难道我的命

就那么的难熬

为什么

天

让我生在一个有钱 没幸福的家庭

让我有那么复杂的家庭背景

让我有一个那么暴力的爸爸

让我做什么都要受精神压力

天

饶了我吧

新年.?

农历新年要到了

你们买新衣了吗.?

我没$买啊

上面这几件你们觉得哪件好看

我个人蛮喜欢青色那件

但是好贵哇

所以1件都没买 :(

p/s: that's my new phone W595 :)

i sold my ice cream.!

开学了我还是没好日子过

早上还是得起身

载他们去上学

真是可恨

看到穿着校服的大家

一个一个步进校门

那种感觉

是刺痛的

我不知道幼稚园生活还能撑多久

只希望4岁小孩能乖点

饶命吧

×不过小孩真的好可爱唷

受不了

yoyoyo

姓名: Ayu

年龄:18

邮件地址:ajaksygku@hotmail.com

当第一次看到 http://yoyoyofashion.blogspot.com/这个网址的感觉: 觉得找到良师，可以再往漂亮前进.♥

现在对http://yoyoyofashion.blogspot.com/的感觉: 一定要准时查看，不然会走宝

不满意http://yoyoyofashion.blogspot.com/的什么? 如果真的要说的话，就是问题很慢被回访，但是我体谅yoyoyo =）

希望得到你亲手做的东东，一定很棒

期待ing

first day of work .♥

今天第一天上班

跟想象中的不太一样

好在小朋友没有那么难相处

反而是同事好像不怎么友善

那样根本就是压力啊

她说了那么多

我还不是很懂到底要怎么做

亏我还一直点头说‘ 嗯 ’

车啊

你什么时候才要出来

我不要再依赖别人了啊

你快点吧你

好啦

是时候下课了

‘ 谢谢老师 ’ 嘻

12月31号晚上

2010前夕

我还是出去庆祝了

是跟小学死党妮妮去的

我大概10点多才出门吧

因为犹豫了很久

终于豁出去了 =）

好彩还赶得及下去jonker walk

人群很是海啊

我和姐妹们用最快的速度

挤向人海

终于又挤进了eleventh

没错

我就是在eleventh庆祝的

听说小彤也去了那里

但是都没看到唷

当晚真的很疯狂

12点的到来真是如此兴奋

幸好我没邂逅男生 =）

我还是我

还是属于honey的我.♥

最后很早就回了

大概3点就昏昏欲睡了

大家

新年快乐啊

这新的一年

我搬新家

出新车

换新电话

开始工作

过新生活××没有上学的生活 =（

新的发型

全部都新的

唯独honey依旧

当然不能换啊

他是我一生的最爱.♥