down >.<

new year 1/1/01

i can't have any celebration any festival any dated

my honeyy was not allowed

so upset

because he can't let me go out without him

n he gonna work at new year eve

i really wanna get hang out

with my primary school best friend

although it's all girls

he still not allow i step out from house

how bored it was.!

GOD

i think i just have to celebrate every festival on the line this year

come on 2010

finish off 2009

how a bad year is this

keep bringing hardships to me only

hope year 2010

AYU can ONG ONG ONG

HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE

& i was bored :(

什么跟什么

最近

真的很多事

再怎么讲也是要去照顾婆婆

就没有人可以好好照顾她

毕业生在享受的日子

我想我都不会有了

什么事都要叫我来做

什么圣诞新年

我都没节目

都没得过

为什么我什么事都要羡慕大家

很累耶

我的blog

现在只有文字

没有新照片了

没有节目

没有自拍

没有心情

对不起

这是我对我自己说的

对不起过得那么不好

最近

又跟hani起冲突

我们现在都不知道多少天才见一次面

提议他换工作

又不肯

做那份那么辛苦又低薪的工作

都不知道为了什么

钱也没有

头发都弄不成了

谁愿意给我钱啊？

我的世界

到底什么跟什么啊

i have created new playlist over there---->

enjoy it ok

每首都是我喜欢的

很好听.♥

AVATAR.♥

went to movie yesterday .♥

started at 10pm

honey.♥

so long time din't went cinema le

we are not having the 3D

caused MBO don't have the 3D version

houu :(

but the 2D version was quite 3D look

the animation was really GOOD

if watched in 3D

it will be so AMAZING.♥

just take a VIEW guys

RM17 is not to keep :)

and the movie is 2 hours 30 minutes long

how worth.♥

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friends

i started to miss u guys

i missed every moment in school

every action bout u guys

it was really cheerful

GOD

life become really insufficient without school life

u guys know how's the feeling

u guys will feel it when it's time for school reopen

can u imagine that?

school reopen without attendance of us

how terrible is it

miss you ♥

hug me pls

honey

i miss you

and i'm really tired of those works everyday

i wanna see you

give me a big hug

can't wait to see you

25/12/09 was our 500 days for loving

we have neither sweet time nor celebrate

nothing special bout this date

upset :(

honey please

arrange a time to see me & hug me

that's all enough for the past weeks

婆婆

婆婆

今天出院了

以为会好很多

原来还是一样

怎么我会这么想呢

受伤了就是受伤了嘛

怎么会有‘换个地方就会好点’的想法呢

真是奇怪

出院过程真的搞很久

看到婆婆那么幸苦那么痛

心里不禁感到心痛

婆婆就暂时寄住姑姑家

我的家还在装修当中

到姑姑家了

又是辛苦的一个下车过程

我跟aunty帮婆婆冲凉

×过程又是难

冲好了就要帮婆婆打针

奇怪了

他们都不长胆的

看到针就怕

还是要我打

婆婆住在姑姑家

本以为那边会有人照顾

心想可以去赚点钱了（缺钱啊）

没想到还是要我去照顾

算了吧

为了婆婆

我会细心照顾的

希望她老人家能早日康复

这是我今年向圣诞老人要的礼物.♥

christmas :(

大家都plan好christmas eve怎么庆祝了吧

一定很热闹，很开心吧

可怜的我

也许会在家里度过

或在医院度过

婆婆进院了

竟然找不到儿女来照顾

而是我们这些做孙的来照顾她老人家

同时也因为这样

我计划的旅行，圣诞

也许就要等明年在过了

原本打算跟hani去portugis看看

然后就去海边过凌晨12点

我想一定会很浪漫

在一起这1年多来

从来就没有去过海边

心情是失望的（伤）

而且hani最近都做工

放工就晚上了

总是聊没多久就昏昏欲睡了

亲爱的

我好想你

都没时间陪我

什么都没有 :(

算了

没关系

我是孝孙

明年会更精彩

我的宝贝车

爸说多2个礼拜就有了

是VIVA

可惜第一个驾的竟不是我（哭）

我打算

1月就去找工作

赚点钱自己花

现在都不能仗着零用钱的接口去要钱了

毕业了啊

好怕新年没红包拿哦（嘻）

我不想我不想

不想长大～

wish you all have a very happy christmas k

hohoho~

汤圆汤圆.♥

冬至快乐.♥

漂亮吧.♥

我最喜欢吃汤圆了

每年的冬至我都超期待的

吃了冬至就表示老了一岁

18岁

我来也.♥

最近生意搞得不是很好

卖家很不给面子

买家也很没信用

搞得我1个头2个大

最近又为了照顾婆婆之事

没时间管理生意

真的是乱七八糟啊

还要用一笔钱做投资

不知道能不能赚

只希望不要亏大啊

钱啊

都是你惹得祸

hate that I love you

i hate u

coz u hurt me

i hate this feeling

can't do anything normally

something keep interrupting my mind

is all about you

i hate that i love you

i can't forget you easily

although i have set my heart off

not to know anything bout you

BUT

i just can't do it

it's been a year ++ we been together

only a year

u make me like a crazy

mad on you

the 17 years life is all fill bout you in only a minute

loving you is sometimes very heartbroken

hate that i love you.

i'm suffered in loving you

oh shit

what are you.!

I hate you

I hate you I hate you I hate you!!!!!

I hate you I hate .!!!!!

I can't stand this anymore.!

I'm exploded.!!!!

why are you treating me like this

fuckin shit

I hate you.!!

u can't even fulfill my little demand

you can't.!!!!!!

tagged again

♥♥個人質料[請填下眞實資料]♥♥


眞實名字♥王萱而

暱稱♥Ayu

年齡♥going 18

星座♥LEO

血型♥O型

喜歡吃什麽♥薯条

討厭吃什麽♥讨厌没得吃

口头啴♥像懒酱



♥♥說出心裏話[請填下眞實資料]♥♥


心目中人的姓氏♥how to say leh?

你心目中人的暱稱♥hani

你心目中人和你的年齡差別♥ 0

你喜歡他什麽♥喜欢他好可爱，好好笑

你喜歡他幾個月♥16 months

你有情敵嗎♥dunno leh，dun hv gua

你有好朋友喜歡他嗎♥有，钏均，嘉倚，惠仪，嘉莹，欣旋，全部喜欢他（haha）

他知道你喜歡他嗎♥不知道，他知道我爱他（什么屁叻？）

你曾經因爲他心痛嗎♥everyday ok

你曾經因爲他受傷嗎♥指甲断掉算吗？

你曾經因爲他吃醋嗎♥我每天吃钏均，嘉倚，嘉莹，惠仪，欣旋etc的醋

你們吵架過嗎♥吵架当饭吃ok






♥♥暗戀[請填下眞實資料]♥♥


你有幾次戀愛經驗♥忘了（过去的不重要）

你會繼續嗎♥不会，白马王子已经找到了

你擁有的暗戀經驗,深嗎♥有啊，他不在了

暗戀感覺舒服嗎♥像懒酱ok



♥♥過去[請填下眞實資料]♥♥


你有可能喜歡你前一任在一起嗎♥没有想过

他再次向你表白,你會♥不要吧

現在對他的印象怎樣,爲什麽♥我已经忘了他

對他還有感覺嗎♥-.-凸na.

長得怎樣♥像懒酱（haha）

分手是誰提的♥本宫

他討厭你嗎♥他的事啦

和他曾經過幾壘了♥什么垒？打棒球啊？

會後悔和他在一起嗎♥还要我再伤他的心咩？

ayu is finding a job=)

EXCUSE ME

i'm now looking for a job

if you guys have any

just inform me k

thx=)

few days ago

grandmum was fell down

waiting for operation now

thank god she was in a good condition

tomorrow will be the operating day

wish there will be all the best

may god bless my beloved grandmum

JUSCO is really fucking shit de la

worried that if i was shopping there

if suddenly explode

OMG,i'll be to see the god

honey

if only can i see you for just a while

i think that is all enough to me

but

if we can back to the moments when we was so happy,so freedom

'THANK GOD!' i will be very grateful

i know the days will come if there is no doomsday at 2012

we will have our sweet sweet family

**i wish i can stare at your face every morning before u awake

AND every night before u sleeping

that's my only dreams for now.♥

我爱你

5天

已经快5天了

不知道接下来还要忍多少天

但不管多少天

还是得坚持的熬下去

因为我相信

所以它存在

我们的幸福那么坎坷

为了这个拥抱

满身伤痕

但是有什么好计较的呢

只要在你怀里我就够了

趁此刻快乐的我们还在

我要感谢你让天堂存在

就算这一秒种我死了

也没有遗憾

他们不会懂的

我们能拥有的

都是当下最美的

如果能凝视着你的脸，你的轮廓

忘记所有悲伤

我想我是因太快乐而流泪的

亲爱的，我爱你

朋友啊.♥

我不想要毕业

不想离开学校

不想离开大家一起lepak的画面

一起讲笑

一起胡闹

一起读书

甚至study group

都充满欢笑

天啊

这般日子

就快没了啊

每天理所当然会见面的朋友

下课一起吃，讲笑

放学留下补课

一些同学ponteng的画面

老师追学生的画面

大家被逗得乐开怀的画面

种种画面

想起真的好舍不得好舍不得

说真的

自从认真读书开始

也就是中四开始

就觉得上学真的好有趣

中学生涯真的是太不可思议

班上有搞笑的arfi

爱睡觉的sadiqin

还有我的hani

这三人组

常常闹出笑话

还有情侣二人组

izzat & mazlan

哈哈

喜欢大声笑的佩玲

时常偷懒的惠仪

常被arfi欺负的欣旋

文静的婉娴

还有我^^

隔壁班的阿栋

每天都欺负人的阿栋

文和泰国老大哥

人好好的夫妻二人组

云年&桥霖

爱和hani斗嘴的嘉莹

很用力K书的丽美

身材高挑的阿赖

很用功的嘉倚

很高又时常被欺负的嘉梁

还有爱笑的cheryse

不被影响的慧樱

男子气慨的佩莹

死缠烂打的deborah（haha）

还有4年好友钏均

虽然她是sibeh2烦啦

但是还是交得过啦

还有很多很多啦

再讲下去就要哭了

祝福你们

以后过得快快乐乐

希望今后

大家时常联络的说

也请大家祝福我&hani哦

我对他的爱

你们大家又不是不知道

结婚那天

会请大家都来的.♥

time can prove anything

do u agree that?

time can prove anything

while i'm totally agree it

my aunty said

give a chance yourself

to see the world outside

don't only coop by a boy

there's many good men out there

ya

of course I know this

but the heart is already taken

aunty

do u think give up a ppl that u really in love with

is that kind of easy?

i can't do it

even that everyone attempting to separate us

but the hearts are still held together tightly

very tightly

u know what

this is the first time

i feel i was deep inside a hole

a LOVE hole(*sorry for the describe,found no good word)

people say

time can prove anything

time can fade our love

ya of course

i agree that

time is really can prove a thing

BUT

i am not going to agree that it can fade our love

it prove our love

will not even be faded

i want prove our love to everyone

through the past of the time

every second every hour everyday every event

will still 100%

honey i love you

for true for real

nothing nothing nothing

can change us so easily

i swear i'll be with you through thick and thin

I LOVE YOU.♥